This video is dedicated to my crush(whoever that is) love ya!

Hey peoples! some interesting things have been happening this week. first of all, my mom's knee is doing much better. she's getting along just fine. hopefully when we go to the beach she'll be able go down to the board walk. plus i met someone from paris france for the first time. i think he was hitting on me when he said i was beautiful. he was 14 though.

anyways, so far i'm lookin forward to the beach in two weeks. aah the sun, the surf, and the fact that i'll have to walk miles with my brother on the beach again this summer. (i'm gonna die)

anywho, i saw this interesting video on bloody gir, today. the only reason why they cancled invader zim because the people that work for nickleodian said it was too inappropiate.(Curse u nickleodian and ur...stupid, er...opinions! CURSE YOU!!! CARTOON NETWORK ADULT SWIM LOOKS BETTER NOW. (gasp) BRING IT BACK!!!)

i know, i'm crazy like that and again if you have a problem with my craziness, then...oh, heck just check out my last blog, will ya! (note: do not pay attention to the crazy girl screaming behind the curtain)

anyways, i hope u have a nice summer and i will be back!

TTYL!

Jaeda rich

Things to do,Places to go!

Greetings peoples! so far i'm already planning stuff for this summer. i'm thinking maybe something alittle different. (like maybe going to clubs and pole dancing with hot guys)

lol, Sike! no actually i'm planning on getting a job. i was going to get one at panera bread, so far i didn't meet the qualifications, shoot! but i'm gonna try getting one at a music store or at fye or somewhere where they sell music. i'm already trying to finish my ZaDr fanfic. i love ZaDR! the way they kiss, the way the look eachother in they eye, (sigh) the works.

(lol! i know i'm weird like that. and if u have a problem with my weirdness, then don't read this part of the blog, cause i might put 'weird' stuff in here about two gay mortal males that you probably won't like and you'll have a heart attack and die wishing i was never born.)

kay, that was scary! anyways, moving on. i also have been writing this story called Heartbeat. i'm planning on working on it soon once i come up with more scenes for it.but for now, i'm just being lazy!(lol)

well, not much else to say, except the fact that my fanfiction unending faith isn't getting anymore reviews. but i'm planning on making it more interesting and attractive in the future.

well thats it for today, i spilled all the interesting stuff out of the bag and francly i'm tired!(yawn) so hopefully i'll catch you next time!

TTYL, Ya'll^_^

SUMMERTIME!!!

Summer is finally here! which means no school no homework and definately no getting up early in the morning at 5:30. it also for me involves seeing friends and family and going to the beach! ahh the beach, my favorite part of summer, which means getting a chance to hang out with the fam, meet new friends, and not to mention, experience a little romance<3

but with the third one, it's kinda hard. especially when your hanging out with your older brother all the time and not having any alone time to yourself, heh! but hopefully maybe i'll find someone, and if not, then maybe i'll find a new friend. anyways, this year, i'm hoping to do something different, like go to the movies with my family, go shopping and maybe even go to kingsdominion. i also have a family reunion i need to go too. so i'm pretty much packed!!!

for now, i guess i'm pretty much stuck in the house, either on the computer, or sleeping around the house(lol!) but that's because my mom just got her knee done, so i pretty much have to take care of her until she gets around better. but i can already tell that this summer is going to be the best summer eva!

who i am.

Hey!!! for those who don't know me, my name is jaeda rich. i was born in baltimore maryland and raised by my grandparents here in VA. i have a brother and somewhat of a half sister whom my mother told me about. i hardly knew my father or what he even looked like for that matter. but one day, i'm praying to God that i'll get to meet him. as i grew up, i came to realize the mental disorder i had with being bipolar. sometimes i wish i could just change my ways and take back the things that i said. but i know now that god had something planned for me. and i have a feeling that he still does.

The las few days, i scared one of my dearest friends away, whom was like a family member to me. i would cry every night wishing that i'd have him back. my friends said to hold on, but i don't know if i can. that's when i forgot all about God. i started cursing and yelling at my parents because i thought they wouldn't understand. but all along they did, and i began beating myself. thinking that i was stupid. but i know i can't have my own way, then i asked myself, why doesn't god just take me away and then i realized that he wanted me to grow in him and not perish in the depths of hell.

i know that God is love and i know that he can handle things and that he'll still love me even though i had a cold heart. its just sometimes i wish i could turn back time and start over. but i know no matter how much i cry and send crappy emails, i know its never gonna change things. now here am i, typing this up with tears and preparing to go to my friends graduation. i just hope he'll want to talk to me there. and if not, i know ive done all i could. But i know that God will handle it. i really need God now. i can't keep on turning to my friends, i have to seek first the kingdom of heaven and recieve his blessing.